I know I’ve sucked at blogging lately. I’ve been busy, bored, and most recently sick, all of which bump this blog down the priority chain (sadly.) I’ve returned to work after a sick day (with no sick time =( ) but spent some great time on the morning walk with worship music in my Vibes and praying. Not praying anything super-spiritual, just worshipping and praying like I would if I were at a “live” worship service.
And you know what? It was great. It may not have been the most goose-bumpy experience of my life, but it broke off my anxiety and fear I had over my life and my day.
And the best part? I didn’t think it would. I’ve honestly spent so much time wanting to make sure I “do the right things” (i.e. pray ‘right,’ date ‘right,’ live ‘right,’) that I haven’t been doing anything. I haven’t prayed for fear of not doing it right or for lack of faith that God will actually be faithful to His word.
Do you ever find yourself so desiring to live “perfectly” that you find yourself not living?
Great journey into truth. You’re cool Sean
I think THAT’s the real reason why I procrastinate…. it’s never because I don’t care. It’s because I care too much, and I know that once I do something, I’m afraid I’ll suck at it.
Trying to get over this is tough… but it’s the first step that counts.
Way to take the first step!